i want to rant about yesterday .
indeed, i didnt know why the heck was i so moody about .
after shopping, i only managed to buy 2 shorts & 1 shirt, how sad is that !
it didnt satisfy my itchy fingers :(
perhaps thats why after shopping i was that moody & tired .
then, bad news came .
i wouldnt wanted to elaborate on it .
because i really felt hurt :(
i cant believe that person has to say such a thing to me ;
i really could not believe she has ever said such a thing to me .
anw, i felt sad & wanted to cry so badly .
i mean if person A like this person B, you wouldnt say that you blush in front of that person B right ?
that is like a taboo to say such stuff to person A .
that person said that she was joking only, but can such stuff be a joke ?
indeed it cannot .
esp when you know that im sensitive to such stuff spoken .
i thought & thought about it, but it wouldnt go away, i cried .
because you told me such stuff(which you think it was a joke), because person A really really like person B, because person A couldnt forget person B no matter how hard she tried .
im seriously dont know if that person really like person B too .
& that, she says stuff like that to make person A sad .
really i do not know & i dont want to know anything at all .