OOOLA !
i am here :)
sunday is the best !
it allows me to sleep up to 8.45am before waking up to have tuition .
but, i always get to watch television till my butts` content today .
& ONLY today :D
SUPER SPECIAL OFFER :D
then i'll go for my english tuition .
ever so enjoyable .
& special treat: anthea called me :D
because, i am always the one calling her .
omgosh, super first time cans .
surprise, surprise, SURPRISE !
ooh-la-la~
yesterday was EVEN better !
SWEETNESSS-
i only have trish's tuition & art :D
my maths tution was cancelled due to my teacher's illness .
bio was cancelled due to ?
not sure, but, i just know its cancelled .
aww, poor miss chan D:
since anthea talked about her -- .
that really lead me to think about poohbear .
really, seeing her obessed with her --, allowed me to be able to sort of 'see' myself . in a way .
she obessed with --, & me obessed with poohbear .
its kinda, like the same .
when she felt sad, i know how she feels, as i had felt it too .
but, does poohbear really matter that much to me ?
the whole world ?
maybe so, maybe not .
this is a question that somehow i cant bring myself to answer it .
i am confused .
i dont know what i am thinking .
giving up is really not simple .
i have tried & once again, failed .
i guess i really do like him too much for my own good .
darn it .
the worse part is i cant believe that i have liked him for such a long period .
& now its just so hard to give him up .
i didnt see him for very long now .
i wonder how will i react when i see him again ?
run away ?
have a nervous breakdown ?
i dont know .
TOODLES :D
