yesterday,
was like the world falling down on me .
i just dont know how to explain that feeling..
so, i'll just be frank & straight forward here .
HANDSOME HAS MAST CELL TURMOUR !
meaning he will have loads of small bumps growing everywhere .
if you're not human, go ahead and laugh all you want .
what the hell !
why must he be cursed with this disease ?
he didnt do anything bad !
he is the most obedient dog ever, i love him .
i know he is ugly but beneath his looks is a very kind heart .
NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER .
i was really shocked by the news the vet told me and my mum .
i mean, i didnt expect it to be so, so serious .
i thought it was just a lump with can be cut off .
im not trying to be emo, but i really feel sad .
monday, he's going for an ultra sound scan..
& hopefully that there's no turmour growth on any of his organs..
or that's byebye .
* pray god, i seek your help in preventing this tradgedy from happening and please protect and save handsome . i am willing to put away every wish and everything in order to save his life . do bless him and do everything to help him that's within your power . please, give him your blessings .
thus, now i am more determined to be a vet and save animals' lives .
i dont want handsome to leave us so quickly, he deserves to live longer .
handsome, thank you for everything- making my smile .
