Tuesday, April 24, 2007

its a sadddd week !

its a sadddd week ! D:
not to anyone in particular .
but only me .

i`ve seen many things today .
usually it all concerns with sadness .
mummy is worried today .
and i am MORE worried .
as mr lin just told her that we NEED to have 100% passes &50% distinction for biology .
omg . what kind of world is this ?!
hello, we`re like taking the bio paper for THE FIRST TIME ?!
MR LIM, URE SO DAMN UNREASONABLE CANS !
he just thinks that teaching is god's sake a child`s play .
so easy he go teach larhhs .
i bet 100% of his class SLEEP during his lessons lols .
i can see mummy is really distressed by this .
so, im sadd . D:

the second reason ..
is just the long &useless wait. &nothing seems possible .
one does not care.
i am talking of some such insensible things right now .
noone will know of what i am talking about .
hahas. you need not know .
rachel, vanessa & lin hui know that im speaking of sense . -great sense.
but you will think its just crap .
crap to you, and the whole world to me .
i guess not everyone sees my world in the same perspective of mine .
my world is different from what you see it to be .
somehow more complex . and more ?
my world is like a fantasy.. like im dreaming everyday .
dreams are so wonderful . hahas .
but a dream can somehow turn into a nightmare .
and i guess it already has .
im troubled throughout the world day, just thinking of that one little thing .
can anyone tell that ?
my smile may just hide some of the sadness that well inside me .
i just feel like crying out loud .
laogong says its one of the best methods to let out your sadness .
i believe too .
but too bad, you wont see me cry in school over this matter .
you never will..

byee.